Our Monday afternoon was like any other afternoon – full of highs and lows….. started off with the lows. The conversation in the backseat on the way home from dance went something like this.
“You’re stupid” “No , you’re stupid” “You’re an idiot” “You’re a bigger idiot”
You get the picture. I was in the front seat doing my best not to react. Doing my best NOT to get sucked into the negative cloud in my back seat. Doing my best not to worry that my kids were going to hate each other in their 20’s and make the next 10 years of our lives a living hell. We all walked through the door a little tense and, bless him, Geoff had dinner ready. ALSO, he had really kindly washed their lunchboxes as a special treat.
After dinner we talked about when to have our family meeting that night. We have great meetings but fall short on having them at a certain time every week. We also neglect to set the time for the next week. They do happen often but need a better schedule. This Monday – with the meeting looming, Annie sat down to write her appreciations and I did to. I’ve always LOVED that time after the family meeting because the kids are so full of good vibes from the appreciations and problem solving. They want to play games, have fun, contribute to the family, anything. It’s kids on crack I like to say (I might need to tweak this a bit). Annie wrote her appreciations and even noted the contributions she wanted to choose for the week. Emily then asked me to snuggle on the couch while she read. I’ve been really looking for ways to connect with her so although 20 things needed to get done, I grabbed a book and joined her. The reading timer went off and I jumped up to reset it (as requested) and snuggled in with Annie for the next 10 minutes of reading.
We all then discovered that Emily had fallen asleep on the couch. Out cold. And just about then, the kid crack kicked in for Annie. She switched from “you’re an idiot” to “awww – how can I help you. She got both girls lunch boxes and proceeded to make two lunches. Not identical , but with real thought to what her sister liked to eat! She cleaned up, wiped down the counters, recorded her reading and headed up to bed. I was hanging out with her the whole time. NOT once did I get her usual “mmmmmmoooooommm, will you do my lunch for me?”. It was just awesome to be with her. She was cheerful and engaged.
We missed our family meeting that night but on Tuesday when we had it – My appreciation to her was for being such a rock star on Monday. I asked her later what was different about Monday other than her usual lunch making escapades (louder, slower, not quite as fun).
“I don’t know Mom, I was just feeling stronger”.
It’s not rocket science. But we miss these little things every day. Annie probably walked in the door with steam coming out of her ears. Then was given a nice little gesture by someone in the family. A washed lunchbox. Add the appreciations to that and it’s kids crack. All hopped up on good vibes. Stronger. We’re all the same. She could be 7 or 70. Disarmed by a nice gesture and pumped up by doing some thing nice for someone else. I loved this day.
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